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Saturday, March 18, 2006

ermm...
now at mil's house lah...
sianz loh..
nothing to do...
dun feel like doing hw lah...
hahax..
very bad right..
hehez...
=P

i told him tt secret liaoz..
i dunno if im doing the right thing lah...
but....
who knows...
anyway...
even if i dun tell him right..
he will still know ma...

the BBQ is kind of nice...
got chicken wings...
hotdog...
fish ball...
ribs...
and manymore...
but i just love the fried rice!!
hahax...
=P

the boys are useless loh...
go there only to play bball..
nv help out one...
must learn from eddy & laiseng..
hahax...
opps..
did i offence someone??
hahax...

laiseng and zoey did a lot of things yesterday hor..
which i should not mention..
hahax...
i should keep my mouth shut!!
hahax....

ppl...
dun think too much..
mi and ahem ahem nothing one....
not as complicated as u all think lah..
and laiseng & mil..
u two very lamn loh..
hide infront of us..
trying to spy on us right..
but too bad..
we saw u...
hahax...
all thanz to laiseng who is soooo big and wear bright colour clothes..
hahax...

mi..
min ee...
laiseng are the last three to go home loh...
we leave mil's house at 10.30 i think...
reach yew tee @ 11+..
very late hor...
but mi lucky lah...
got bernard send mi home...
thanz bernard..
its like everytime when i go home late loh..
will surely c him one...
hahax...
so qiao right...
hope min ee wont get kill by her parents...
god bless her...

i dunno if i should be the pearl...
but...
im willing to be the pearl...
even though im not sure if im making the right choice...
but...
god bless us...

i love u as much as u do...
can u hear mi???
<333333333333333

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
4:51 PM

Friday, March 17, 2006

sooooo tired....
today's training is mainly about running...
we spend 2hrs+ on running...
then 1 hr for game...
i played sooooo lousy today..
my shooting sux...
haiz...
saw eddy float pass when im play WD...
he said he got waved to mi lah..
but too bad..
i didnt c it...
hahax...
=P
very tired lah..
after training..
i can feel my legs are shaking when im running...
is like cant support mi body lah...
but i make it!!!
3 cheers for mi!!!
hahax...

tml going to mil's house for BBQ lah...
tts really nice of u for meeting mi lah...
then i dun have to go there alone...
hahax...
but actually still got laiseng accompany mi go lah..
hahax...
i think its will be really fun tml..
kind of looking forward lah...
but who knows wat will happen tml right...
hahax...

haiz...
so many hw havent finished yet..
tml go mil'd house to do...
hahax...
jiayou!!!
must have an early nite again...
if not...
tml no energy!!!

if tml right..
there are lots of food left...
then poor eddy and laiseng must eat them all....
hahax....
then next week..
they must go for more TAF!!!
more morning runs!!
hahax...
jiayou!!
i know u can do it!!!
hahax..

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
10:08 PM

Thursday, March 16, 2006

today....
we went old folk's home to do CIP loh...
the old ppl there still ok lah...
but tt i had problem talking to them..
coz i dun understand a single thing they say...
hahax...

our performance wasnt as successful as it used to be during last year's teacher's day...
maybe its not suitable for them lah...
and their eyesights and hearing werent tt good...
so they didnt really clap lah...
and somemore...
when we r dancing..
two old men were sorts of fighting infront of us loh...
so wat loh..
haiz...

after the performance right...
we go JE for lunch loh...
pizza hut!!!
hahax...
we ate 16 regular pizzas...
8 jugs of water...
and 80 drumsticks...
hahax...
qiang hor..
but mostly lah...
is the boys ate one lah..
then they say right...
girls eat soo little...
coz we r eating the table..
hahax..
lame hor...
during lunch time is kind of fun lah...

eddy... laiseng... jj...
very bad lah....
they pour lots of cheese and chilli on my pizza lah...
hem!!!
but...
luckily..
jj helped mi eat it...
hahax..
i also cant finished my soup...
so eddy just drank it lah...
so nice of them right....
hahax...
i didnt waste food!!!
im very nice hor...
hahax..

in the end..
i ate 2 pieces of pizzas...
the champion for eating pizza is EDDY!!
he ate 8 pieces!!
3 bowls of soup...
hahax...
so li hai right...
hahax...
then he must exercise more le...
if not..
will grow even fatter le...
opps...
no offence...

ppl...
i didnt know tt im soooooooooo "good" in table tennis lah...
hahax...
tt auntie very pro loh...
hahax...

then zoey and laiseng soooooo daring lah..
cant stand both of them...
im innocent!!!
hahax...

we bring 11 old folks out to the nearby coffee shop lah...
tts a playground beside there lah...
then we played blind mice!!
hahax..
kind of lame lah..
hahax...

then eddy very lame lah...
used my cam to take his photos lah...
all those act cute photos...
super zi lian!!!
arrh....
coz he say...
he wanna to learn all the pose tt we girls always psoed when we r taking neoprint...
oh my god right...
even zhang lao shi also cant stand him lah...
he can have an ablum of his own liaoz...

oh ya...
so nice of u for buying mi green tea!!!
thanz...
=P

after the CIP lah..
mi... mil... eddy went west mall to c wat is the earliest movie we can watch lah...
but too bad..
its 6.40pm lah...
tts too late...
so we decided not to watch it lah...
but the rest of them still watching loh..
i bet...
they just reach home when im blogging!!!
hahax...
we three just hang around there lah...
ate onion rings...
then go home...
we very guai one..
hahax...

must have an early nite today...
coz i slept at 12am yesterday..
and woke up at 5+am loh...
then tml still got netball early in the morning...
so must sleep early...
if not..
no energy!!!
hahax...

i really enjoy today's so called class outing lah...
hahax...

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
9:19 PM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

first thing in the morning is our geo presentation...
i think i had ruin it loh...
i was sooooo bad at presenting..
haiz...
stupid mi!!!

then after tt...
we did our dance lah...
we danced "mu nai yi" loh...
boy girl mixed...
hahax...
they had a hard time learning it loh...
hahax..
albert is sooooooo cute loh....

i really sux...
i cry again in school today...
haiz...
zoey..
sorry to make u sad leh...
and make u worry leh...
i promise u this will be last time i cry for the stupid thing...
ok???
i know u love mi..
and i love u too!!!
muack!!!
we will be best friends forever right??
so...
laiseng...
dun ever try to snatch zoey from mi hor....
hahax...
coz...
she loves mi more!!!
hahax...
j/k!!!

mil and wenjie are soooooooo...
how to say leh..
ok..
the whole thing is coz tt wenjie having stomachach lah...
or something like tt...
not sure...
hahax....
very bad right...
then ah mil bought him a cup of hot dunno wat loh....
hahax....
we are soooooooo jealous right...
hahax...
they are a loving couple!!!
hahax..
hope them will be together forever!!!
then they must invite mi to their wedding!!!
hahax...
i think too much again!!!

oh ya...
today weiguo talk to mi loh...
so surprised!!
hahax
he very bad loh..
say our dance very suitable for old ppl...
hem!!
coz very slow!!!
where got like tt one...
i still though him very good!!
hem!!!
hahax..
=P

tml going to old folk's home lah...
must reach BB at 8.30am....
another busy day...
haiz...
having lunch at pizza hut!!!
hahax...
then our whole thing ends at 4.30 lah..
after tt its our free time!!
maybe going for movie...
but c first ba...
hahax...

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
8:38 PM

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

today..
i didnt walk out of the house...
coz too sianz le...
too sad to walk le...
haiz...
dunno wats wrong wif mi..
i must be crazy...
hahax...
sad for nothing...

i think im wrong lah..
all the things shouldnt have happened in the first place...
maybe its all becoz of mi...
maybe i ask for too much le...
im too greedy liaoz...
tts y all the things turn out to be like tt...
haiz...
wat should i do now??!!
should i just leave it like tt....
or do something about it... (which i dunno wat can i do...)

i really dun want to hear u say sorry to mi...
its not ur fault...
all the things went wrong coz of mi...
im the one who started it...
im sorry...
although i know u will nv know tt im sorry...
but i still feeling like saying...
im sorry to u...
will u accept???

cant believe tt we actually need to go school for geo tml...
this holiday really past quickly...
i wonder y...
sometimes i dun wish the time to fly pass sooo quickly...
but it always did...
on the other hand..
when i pray it pass faster...
but...
it will always turn out to be very slow...
haiz...

i dun want to go school...
i dun wish to go school...
i dun wish to c ppl like ahem ahem(no offence)...
i wonder since when i dun like to go school...

I hate myself for being soooo weak!!!

I HATE THE WANG JUE NOW!!!

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
3:19 PM

Monday, March 13, 2006

today lah..
early in the morning must go school for netball training...
rush rush..
but in the end...
its started at 8.30am..
so lame loh...
hahax...

im in the apple group today!!
apple rox...
hahax...
apple dear dear....
hahax...
just trying to be lamn!!!

first part of the training...
is kind of tough lah...
but later..
we played games!!!
hahax....

actually the training is supposed to end at 11.30...
coz we started half an hour late lah...
but i leave at 11...
coz i need to go yj's house for project loh..
so lame loh...
our group got 5 ppl lah...
then only mi.. jj... and yj present..
3 ppl only...
we had our lunch outside lah...
i ate damn slow lah...
dunno y...
hahax...
then we reach his house at around 12.40 lah...
yj and jj are sooooooooooo wat loh...
cant stand them...
but...
its fun lah...
i think yj must finished the rest of the things himself...
coz we havent finish lah...
we very bad right...
hahax....
mi and jj leave his house at 1.50...
hahax...
the things happened later...
i shall not say...
hahax...
trying to be lamn again...

then when i reach home ma..
i just sleep loh...
hahax..
coz very tired and sianz!!!
bye!!!

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
7:20 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

wat happened to mi nowadays...
can anyone tell mi the correct definition of friends???
wat r friends for???
the one who will always be there for u???
and the one who u can share all ur feelings and secrets wif???
or the one who will share ur secret wif other ppl???
just to exchange some stupid info???

pls!!!!
tell mi...
should we trust our friends???
esp. our best friends???
should we??
i feel so unsecure when im wif u...
now...
im wondering...
should i continue to trust u??
should i tell u all my secrets???
should i???

i feel sooooooooo sad now...
but...
no one i can turn to or talk to...
i dun trust anyone now...
i dare not trust u now...
friendship means nothing to mi liaoz...
i will learn my lesson...
i shouldnt trust my friends...
esp. those who r very closed to mi...

from now onwards...
i think i should keep everything to myself...
no matter how hard it will be...
but at least...
i can make sure tt...
my secret wonts reveal to third parties...

maybe i should learn to be strong again...
learn to hold back my tears...
its sooo hard...
but yet...
i still need to pretend im strong infront of all the ppl...
it feel soooooooooo terrible...

now i know y i always pretend to be strong...
coz i scare to be hurt...
hurt by my friends...
hurt by my best friends...
maybe im actually the weak one...
all i know is pretend...
pretend to be strong...
pretend that everything is ok...
pretend that im fine wif everything....
im really a loser...
darling pls save mi...
u r the only one i can trust now...
i need u!!!

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
10:33 PM