never.ending.love.for.you_____x.

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

tts sooooo many things had happened today...
firstly..
is the basketball match loh...
ppl...
***** sux...
the students they produced are super low in EQ and IQ...
their only talents are scolding ppl...
wat a good school!!!
a school which gangsters will go...
their cheerleaders are soooooooo....
wat should i say leh...
u will know how to describe it when u r there...
we are disgusted by them...
they make RV feel -_-"""...

i really enjoy the watching the match lah..
i scream until no voice le...
hahax.....

to all the RV B`div bball players...
u all had done a great job...
dun feel sad okay???
just rmb tt we will support u forever!!!!
esp. for ahem ahem!!!
hahax...

zoey ang...
y u tell him...
coz of u...
make both of us feel like...
haiz...
dunno how to say....
how can u like tt...
i really feel very disappointed wif u...
really...

i cant feel anything now...
i dun want to care liaoz...
my heart is no longer burning...
im just someone wif no soul...
no thoughts...
no feelings...
dun ask mi y...
just pretend im invisible...

sometimes...
i think...
its better for mi to be another sirui...
dun care everything....
tts actually a good way to live...
no worry...
no burden...
am i right...

im sorry if i hurt u...
i dun mean to do one....
sorry...

tan yi yang...
u think u very great izzit...
if talking to mi makes u feel like vomiting blood...
then dun talk lah...
do u think i care???
tell u wat...
u r not as important as u think...
i will learn to be independent...
its prefectly alright...
even if u r not there for mi...
which is true...
coz nowadays...
im depending on myself for everything...
and yet...
u still think tt im taking u for granded...
pls lah...
can u think from my point of view anot....
maybe the one who is changing is u???
do u know u have change from bad to worst...
to someone who only know how to complain???
did u think for mi nowadays???
u r not as great as u used to be...
u r no longer tt caring bf...
understand anot....
so now..
u dun have the right to say anything about mi....
U DUN HAVE THE RIGHT...
i dun care how much u will hate mi after reading this...
or watever shity stuff u want to do...
its none of my bussiness...
coz..
i dun have feelings le....
rmb...
i only love the caring u....
not the u now...

tml is our cross country run...
starts at 3pm...
if im not wrong...
we must ran 3.2km..
then the boys ran 4.8 lah..
this year..
my target is to get top 50 lah...
god bless mi...
i will try my best....
but shit lah...
im the cheerleader for peg leh...
but yet...
i dun have any voice le..
how???
nvm lah...
tml then say...
haiz...

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
9:38 PM

days had passed
hours had sliped away
every second seems like an agony for me
since the day you left.

your face
your smile
your care
and your everything
keep flowing through in my mind.

i think of
the moments we shared
the days we spent together
the sweet memories we had.

i wish we can be like before
i will be waiting for you
right here waiting for you.

______heart to heart talk______



me_______
` XiaoXin
` Apple Dear Dear
` 20th June
` Sweet 15
` RVHS
` 1Extraordinary o5
` 2Extraordinary o6
` RV Netball
` Proud to be a Goal Shooter
` Naughty
` Spoilt
` Crazy
` Fat
` Lame
` In love aka Attached
` juejuejuejuejue@hotmail.com
` specially4someone@hotmail.com

Loves

-* Basketball
-* Teddy Bears
-* Computer
-* Mp3
-* Apple
-* Star
-* Heart
-* Cute Stuff
-* Doggy
-* Pink. Black. White
-* Shopping
-* Converse
-* Herself
-* Whoever Loves Her

wishlist______
-* more nice clothes
-* pinky clothes & skirts
-* a new hp
-* more miniskirts
-* billabong wallet
-* pinky nike water bottle

-* pinky nike shoe bag
-* slim down
-* a real doggy
-* get good results
-* everyone around mi happy
-* fulfill all wishes

______links
Ah Ying ~~ Stranger
Albert ~~ Lame Guy
Bernard ~~ Basketball Guy
Cher
Dawny ~~ Ex-best friend
Eddy ~~ my chairperson
Erica ~~ Ex-best friend
Fiona ~~ Strawberry Shortcake
Iverson ~~ Super Super Best Friend
Jia Min ~~ Mrs Phua
Jun Jie ~~ PeiWen's guy
Lai Seng ~~ Zoey's Guy
Li Xin ~~ Netball gal
Madeline
Mildred ~~ WenJie's gal
Min Ee ~~ Np gal
Pei Wen ~~ JunJie's gal
Qin Yu ~~ Netball Gal
Netball Blog
Reen ~~ Ex-best friend
Shu Fang ~~ Mrs Phua
Shao Wei ~~ Dance guy
Shu Yi ~~ Ex-best friend
Stacy ~~ Chang er
Victoria ~~ Mushroom gal
WenJie ~~ Mil's guy
Yan Ting ~~ Ex-best friend
Yi Hui ~~ Leon's gal
Yu Neng ~~ Camp leader
Yu Neng (music blog) ~~ Camp leader
ZhiYing ~~ Netball Gal
Zoey ~~ LaiSeng's gal cum sister
2Extra Boys ~~ Lame Guys
2Ordinary Girls ~~ Diaoz Gals
2Extraordinary blog
2Extraordinary Forum
their birthday

-* 17th Jan ~*~ ShinZu
-* 18th Jan ~*~ Grace
-* 21st Jan ~*~ Min Ee

-* 11th Feb ~*~ Zoey

-* 3rd Mar ~*~ Jia Min
-* 11th Mar ~*~ Edmund

-* 6th May ~*~ Hui Ling
-* 6th May ~*~ Iverson

-* 17th June ~*~ Li Xin
-* 17th June ~*~ Zhen Xi
-* 20th June ~*~ My Birthday
-* 24th June ~*~ Pei Wen

-* 11th July ~*~ Jun Jie

-* 22th July ~*~ Qin Yu

-* 10th Aug ~*~ Zhi Ying

-* 20th Oct ~*~ Vicky
-* 23th Oct ~*~ Mark
-* 23th Oct ~*~ Mildred
-* 23th Oct ~*~ Shu Fang
-* 24th Oct ~*~ Shi Xiao

-* 7th Dec ~*~ Yi Hui