never.ending.love.for.you_____x.

Monday, February 27, 2006

i cried again yesterday...
i felt that im getting weaker and weaker as the days went by...
i feel soooooo tired...
tired of everything...
esp. u...
u only know how to suspect mi...
doubt mi...
24 hrs thinking tt im betraying u...
u r sooooooooo narrow-minded...
i cant stand it when i have a bf like tt...
i feel sooooooooooooooooo sick...
where r u when i need u soo much???
and y is someone else doing all the jobs which a bf should do???
nowadays...
u only know how to say...
but where are ur actions??
dun u know action speaks louder words???
i began to wonder if i make the right choice...
coz i feel sooooooooooooooo sick and tired le...
pls dun blame mi again if i think he is better..
dun stop mi from comparing both of u...
stop thinking tt its all my fault...
when u also did lots of things wrong...
dun always feel like im taking u for granted...
pls lah...
u r not as good as u think ok??!!!!
u used to be good...
but not now...
understand anot...
is not mi want to compare...
u r the one who make mi want to do tt...
coz if u r good enough...
wat for mi compare...
last time..
i dun compare u wif other guy coz u r good...
u should reflect on wat u have done instead...
dun always think tt u r perfect...
stop making ppl think tt im very bad to u...
only coward does tt!!!!
u really make mi pissed off...

I HATE TO BE WEAK!!!
today lah...
we cook elderly meal loh...
soooooooooooooooooooo er xin...
got chicken and blah blah....
hahax...
ong lai is beside mi now lah...
he is soooooooooo damn rou ma loh...
cant stand him...
sooooo er xin....
arhhhhh..............
i feel sooooooo much better today...
after coming to school...
hahax...
soo happy...
at least im ok now...
coz be4 mi come to school right...
im still having fever loh...
but after i reach school right...
im ok leh...
hahax...
=P...
soooooooo happy...
god bless mi!!!!
so much things must be done today...
esp. maths!!!
jia yoU!!!

s t i l l . l o v i n g . y o u
3:30 PM

days had passed
hours had sliped away
every second seems like an agony for me
since the day you left.

your face
your smile
your care
and your everything
keep flowing through in my mind.

i think of
the moments we shared
the days we spent together
the sweet memories we had.

i wish we can be like before
i will be waiting for you
right here waiting for you.

______heart to heart talk______



me_______
` XiaoXin
` Apple Dear Dear
` 20th June
` Sweet 15
` RVHS
` 1Extraordinary o5
` 2Extraordinary o6
` RV Netball
` Proud to be a Goal Shooter
` Naughty
` Spoilt
` Crazy
` Fat
` Lame
` In love aka Attached
` juejuejuejuejue@hotmail.com
` specially4someone@hotmail.com

Loves

-* Basketball
-* Teddy Bears
-* Computer
-* Mp3
-* Apple
-* Star
-* Heart
-* Cute Stuff
-* Doggy
-* Pink. Black. White
-* Shopping
-* Converse
-* Herself
-* Whoever Loves Her

wishlist______
-* more nice clothes
-* pinky clothes & skirts
-* a new hp
-* more miniskirts
-* billabong wallet
-* pinky nike water bottle

-* pinky nike shoe bag
-* slim down
-* a real doggy
-* get good results
-* everyone around mi happy
-* fulfill all wishes

______links
Ah Ying ~~ Stranger
Albert ~~ Lame Guy
Bernard ~~ Basketball Guy
Cher
Dawny ~~ Ex-best friend
Eddy ~~ my chairperson
Erica ~~ Ex-best friend
Fiona ~~ Strawberry Shortcake
Iverson ~~ Super Super Best Friend
Jia Min ~~ Mrs Phua
Jun Jie ~~ PeiWen's guy
Lai Seng ~~ Zoey's Guy
Li Xin ~~ Netball gal
Madeline
Mildred ~~ WenJie's gal
Min Ee ~~ Np gal
Pei Wen ~~ JunJie's gal
Qin Yu ~~ Netball Gal
Netball Blog
Reen ~~ Ex-best friend
Shu Fang ~~ Mrs Phua
Shao Wei ~~ Dance guy
Shu Yi ~~ Ex-best friend
Stacy ~~ Chang er
Victoria ~~ Mushroom gal
WenJie ~~ Mil's guy
Yan Ting ~~ Ex-best friend
Yi Hui ~~ Leon's gal
Yu Neng ~~ Camp leader
Yu Neng (music blog) ~~ Camp leader
ZhiYing ~~ Netball Gal
Zoey ~~ LaiSeng's gal cum sister
2Extra Boys ~~ Lame Guys
2Ordinary Girls ~~ Diaoz Gals
2Extraordinary blog
2Extraordinary Forum
their birthday

-* 17th Jan ~*~ ShinZu
-* 18th Jan ~*~ Grace
-* 21st Jan ~*~ Min Ee

-* 11th Feb ~*~ Zoey

-* 3rd Mar ~*~ Jia Min
-* 11th Mar ~*~ Edmund

-* 6th May ~*~ Hui Ling
-* 6th May ~*~ Iverson

-* 17th June ~*~ Li Xin
-* 17th June ~*~ Zhen Xi
-* 20th June ~*~ My Birthday
-* 24th June ~*~ Pei Wen

-* 11th July ~*~ Jun Jie

-* 22th July ~*~ Qin Yu

-* 10th Aug ~*~ Zhi Ying

-* 20th Oct ~*~ Vicky
-* 23th Oct ~*~ Mark
-* 23th Oct ~*~ Mildred
-* 23th Oct ~*~ Shu Fang
-* 24th Oct ~*~ Shi Xiao

-* 7th Dec ~*~ Yi Hui